Blue sweater

It’s been a week or something since my last post, and things haven’t gotten worse! On the other hand, they haven’t gotten much better either, still the same demotivated, depressed state. The assignment for tomorrow did not go well at all, two very boring text to read, and way too few words to try to write something good with. But at least it’s one assignment less that needs doing. I really need to get my act together as I got a shitload of assignments the upcoming two weeks. Three of them this week and then 4 of them the following week, a whole pile to do in other words. For some reason, I find it very hard to study lately and especially hard to get started. Partly it’s due to the actual course, which is very boring with very boring professors. A class mate expressed that the professor could lecture about Angelina Jolie’s bosom and it would still be boring. But it also feels that something is totally wrong with me, I’m not like I should be and I get disinterested way too easily.

Something not so bad has happened as well though, there’s this girl in my class that I’m beginning to like. Well, I do like her, just not in that way yet. She’s very nice to talk with, seems to care just the right amount about school. It also seems that she, like me, likes the nights more than the days. And besides, she looks really good in her blue sweater. We’ll see where it goes from here, probably nowhere. But it’s nice to have someone nice to speak with again at least, I miss the gal I used to speak with in my previous class quite a bit in school…