School goes on, work goes on, I go on. Today is one of the shitty days, I donâ€™t quite know why I get these shitty days, they just pop up every now and then for no special reason. Got an assignment that needs completing till Monday which I intended to do today, I however havenâ€™t done much at all so I guess Iâ€™ll have to do it tomorrow after work. Had this group assignment in school thatâ€™s to be handed in on Friday. It has gone rather well, but there is this guy in my group that annoys me so very much. Heâ€™s one of those people who are rather arrogant and think heâ€™s a bit better than everybody else, or at least it feels like that. We were at one of the other two guys home and were writing on the paper, of course the guy didnâ€™t have any books with him so he borrowed mine. I donâ€™t know about other people, but I at least try to keep things I borrow in a neat condition and all that. He on the other hand, though it was fun to bend my book in weird angles, and when I told him that I wanted to sell that book when the course was over and get as much $$ as possible and asked him to stop, he only bent it even more. Sure, stuff like this isnâ€™t really serious, I agree about that, but I find it very arrogant and annoying. Each time I work with the group and meet the guy, I dislike him a bit more and I think Iâ€™m stuck with him till at least end of this semester. Work is going fine though, donâ€™t need to talk with people much and spend the time clicking around on the computer and listening to net radio.
One thing I donâ€™t like with school and work is that my spare time has become much less and my awake hour have shifted. I liked being awake at nights, but itâ€™s no longer possible with school and work hours. I feel I donâ€™t have time to do the things I used to like, write some script and so. And often I feel I have too much stuff to do to actually visit people now and then. Not like I did that a lot before, but if I wanted to, I could whenever more or less.
Lately it feels like Iâ€™m drifting a bit, drifting away from some of the people I like. I canâ€™t quite figure out why, if itâ€™s me, them or a combination. I miss some of them quite a bit, others are more kind of neutral. It feels like yet again my world is shrinking though, as I havenâ€™t collected any new people from school or work and probably wonâ€™t. Feels like the people I can really talk with are gone or something and Iâ€™m left with the people that I only talk â€œworld affairsâ€ with, i.e. things that does not matter. Would be nice if they, or me, drifted back but Iâ€™m afraid that might not happen. And apparently, another one I talk about such stuff a bit at least is going away to. The naÃ¯ve girl is moving and wonâ€™t have as much access to internet as she has now. Will see how that goes but Iâ€™m usually quite good with not talking to people for a long time and then picking it up again, donâ€™t know if she is though.